Today I'm going to whine about people who think they are important.

These kind of people annoy the hell out of me!  What the hell makes them think they are better than than anyone?!

They think they are special and entitled to everything. 

I once had a college kid tell me she was a Registered Nurse.  I wasn't impressed.  It turns out that she still had 3 more years of college to go!  She was still in school to become a nurse.  Meaning she hadn't taken her state exam.  Meaning she didn't have a nursing license! So why did she tell me she was a nurse? 

Another was going to school to become an engineer.  Her freshman year she was already telling people she was an engineer.  Talking about how she wanted her office decorated and how she was going to boss her employees around. 

As if!

Who the hell do people think they are these days?!

I have to say that I have learned more outside of college than I would have ever learned inside.  Why?  College isn't the real world.  They make it seem like once you graduate, everything is just going to fall on your lap.  What really happens?  What is the ugly truth?  The truth is that your always going to be someone elses bitch no matter what.  You are always going to have to answer to someone and there will always be someone on top of you.

Now do you  think your important? Cause your not. Everyone is the same.  We all have a different purpose and everyone's shit stinks so get over yourself.

It has happened again.  Another "friend" of mine has once again betrayed me. I remember my mom would always tell me not to be hanging out with these girls.   I always made excuses for them. They were my friends. I thought yeah they are a little bit out of control but I never thought they would do me any harm. I thought they can't possibly get to me.  I am my own person and I can make my own decisions without letting them influence me in bad way.  Boy was I wrong.  If only you knew how much trouble they have gotten me into.  It's a shame.

I am in utter shock as to how their true colors came out after all those years.  I've been friends with these girls for almost ten years. Suddenly they turned on me like I would never have imagined.  And it all came back to me.  All those memories of the past.  All the times we spent together and all the conversations we had.  And it hit me.  They've always hated me!  They wanted to destroy my life. You know how they say misery loves company. Yeah. They were and still are so unhappy with their lives that they wanted the same for me. 

The words my mom had told me when I was younger came to me.  She always use to say there is no such thing as friends. I thought she was crazy.  I thought friendship was one of the most cherished things in life.  How could that possibly be true. She always said be careful who you hang with.  I thought well I can't be a judgmental kind of friend. No one is perfect. Aren't I suppose to accept people for who they are? I guess not. Lesson learned a little later than I would have liked. 

Could this be true?  Is there no such thing as friends?  I'm starting to believe there's not. Everyone is susceptible to hate.